As promised, I’ve released new music. I tend to sit on songs for months (sometimes longer) before releasing them.
Along with I Lost My Head, are two other tracks, Under Birch Trees and Apples and Worms.
Lyrics
I lost my head
At the party
When you kissed her
And not me
I lost my mind
When I saw you hold her
You pulled her in closely
Why can’t I just accept that
You’ll never love me
You’ll never look at me
Not like that
Why Can’t I accept that
We were never meant to be
You are not my happy ever ending
I thought you cared
I thought you knew
I thought you understood me
Because you noticed
When no one else did
That my spirit was crumbling
And I was losing sight of me
I punched a wall until my knuckles went number
I felt so dumb
Thinking you wanted someone like me
I let my heart
Get devoured
By my false insecurities
My insecurities
I lost my head
At the party
When I saw you kiss her
And not me
I lost my mind
When I saw you hold her
You pulled her in
Closely
Why can’t I just accept that
You’ll never love me
You’ll never look at me
Not like that
Why can’t I accept that?
Ardin Patterson 